She was glad that she did not win the OSCAR; for if she had, it would have made it hard for her to improve her performance. However, she was grateful for the nomination. http://www.tcm.com/
When we don’t receive what we want at the time, it is not because we don’t deserve it, it may be that we are not ready for it. The Universe sees the big picture. Everything we do has an impact on our lives and it is up to us to improve ourselves or not. We have that choice and by not making a choice it is a choice in itself.
"Tough Times Never Last But Tough People Do" by Dr. Robert Schuller